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Wednesday, November 16, 2005

THANKS TEN MAN

At time it seems trite to say that to die is gain.

For those who are left, the dark and foreboding pain

Is so great that there is not poultice of tongue or pen

That will suffice to make the sun shine bright again.

Their world full of color turns to black and white.

The beauty around them wilts beneath a horrid blight.

They try to think of their loved one in Heaven’s bliss;

But the curtains are drawn…its scenes they miss.

Nevertheless, the sun will shine once more.

Darkness means only that some temporary door

Has come between a soul and the promises of hope.

When that door is opened, the darkness in which they grope

Will pass as a morning fog, leaving a clearer view

Of the God who in the darkness remains ever true.

So, now, though all seems loss…not gain…

God writes on the calendar of the heart, “Later, I will explain.”

 (HHCOMINGS)




THAT NIGHT IS LIKE A SLOW MOVIE PLAYING OVER IN MY HEAD.
I WISH THAT I CAN GO BACK AND BE THE ONE TO DIE INSTEAD.
OR AT LEAST GO BACK AND DIE WITH YOU INSTEAD OF LIVING NOW
SOMETIMES I WONDER WHAT LIFE WOULD BE LIKE IF YOU WERE STILL AROUND  
SEEING ME GROUP UP, MAN YOU WOULD BE SO PROUD
BUT I KNOW YOU ARE UP ABOVE, WATCHING, AND SMILING DOWN
I HOPE I MAKE YOU HAPPY WITH EACH DECISION THAT I MAKE
AND I HOPE I DONT MAKE YOU SAD WITH  EACH OF MY MISTAKES.
I CANT WAIT FOR THE DAY WE WILL SEE EACHOTHER AGAIN
TILL THAT TIME THERE IS ALWAYS A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART FOR YOU MY BROTHER. AND MY FRIEND


MATTY







Monday, November 14, 2005

NOV 19.

ONLY A FEW DAYS AWAY. AND THIS MONTH I HAVE FELT LIKE IM LOSING MY MIND JUST LIKE THE FIRST TIME I HEARD THE NEWS.

I LOOK AT MY FIANCEE AND THINK OF OUR WEDDING DAY AND HOW NATE WONT GET TO BE THERE. SMILING AT ME SAYING "GOOD JOB BRO. YOU REALLY GOT A CATCH THERE".

HE DOESNT GET TO SEE HOW PRETTY SHE WILL BE IN HER WHITE DRESS WALKING DOWN THE ISLE.  AND HOW HAPPY SHE MAKES ME WHEN SHE SMILES.

AND WHEN I HAVE KIDS HE WONT BE AROUND FOR THEM TO BUG ME TO GO TO UNCLE NATHANS HOUSE.  HE WONT GET TO TEACH THEM ALL THE COOL STUFF HE TAUGHT ME. AND HOW THEY ARE SPITTING IMAGES OF THEIR MOM AND DAD. AND TELL ME HOW PROUD HE IS OF ME LIKE HE DID WHEN I WAS YOUNGER

I LOOK AT MY FAMILY AND I CAN SEE A LITTLE OF HIM IN ALL OF US . HE HAD MOMS EYES. DADS COURAGE. AND SUCH A WONDERFUL SPIRIT. I GO TO OUR HOUSE AND I MISS HIM EVEN MORE.

I LOOK AT MY FRIENDS AND I REMEMBER WHEN HE WAS A BIG BROTHER TO ALL OF US.  MAKIN SURE WE DIDNT DO ANYTHING STUPID. WHICH WAS A HARD JOB CUZ WE ALWAYS DID SOMETHING.

AND I LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND WONDER IF I AM THE MAN I SHOULD BE. AND I WISH NATE COULD SEE ME NOW. HOW MUCH I HAVE GROWN. AND HOW MUCH I LOOK LIKE HIM NOW. AND I WONDER IF I MAKE HIM PROUD

ITS LIKE IM IN THE HOSPITAL AGAIN. ASKING MY MOM "WHERES NATE. SHOUDLNT HE BE HERE"

HE SHOULD. BUT HE CANT.  ALL BECAUSE SOMEONE WANTED TO HAVE A LITTLE FUN. AND DECIDED TO DRINK AND DRIVE.

LIFES NOT FAIR SOMETIMES. BUT GOD HELPS US MAKE IT THROUGH

MATTY


Friday, June 03, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADAL.. AND WAY TO KICK BUTT.. NICE FORM.. AND THEY THOUGHT YOU WERENT GONNA LAST THAT LONG..


DUDE!.. TENNIS IS SO AWESOME!

AND IN FURTHER NEWS........... I HAVE A SECRET.. THIS WEEKEND WILL BE THE BEST WEEKEND EVER.. IF I DONT CHICKEN OUT.. PRAY FOR ME GUYS!

MATTY


Wednesday, May 25, 2005

NOOO.. AGASSI... WHY?!.. WHY?!YOU THREW IT IN THE FIRST ROUND.

 

MAN.. .. MAN .. MAN... MAN..

ON BETTER NEWS.VENUS WILLIAMS.. IS MOVING ON UP.. AWESOME!.. GO VENUS

 

MATTY


Friday, May 20, 2005

THAT SUCKS!!!!! SERENA WILLIAM ANNOUCED SHE WILL NOT BE PLAYING IN THE FRENCH OPENING THAT STARTS.. ON MONDAY!!!!..

DANGIT.. SHE IS GOOD TOO.. THAT IS REALLY DISAPPOINTING..

SHE SPRAINED HER LEFT ANKLE EARLY LAST MONTH.. AND SHE ISNT ABLE TO PLAY. SO SHE HAD TO PULL HERSELF OUT.
MAN!!...

I LIKE WATCHING THE WILLIAMS PLAY.. THEY ARE AWESOME!..


BUMMER!
MATTY




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